hello busy week .. i've been expecting you.

so.

ya know how i promised lots of pictures today? well. want to know how many i took?

0.

zip.

nada.

zilch.

none.

yes, it's true. me .. the person who thinks any moment is a great photo-op. but i do however .. have a good reason why.

the twins slept all day. well .. okay not the WHOLE day but i'm pretty sure it was around 97% of the day. i'm guessing maybe some growth spurts? GO BABIES GROW! (:

on the other hand .. we had a lot of family over today. the babies were very anti-social and just slept the entire time. it was nice seeing everyone and although it was fun and i loved it .. i did not get much sleep last night. sawyer is good about sleeping through the night .. but payton usually eats around 10:30pm and wakes anywhere around 4:30/5/5:30am. which i guess .. technically that is 'through the night' but 5am is still bedtime worthy to me. this 'morning' was a little rougher than usual because payton threw up her whole bottle in her co-sleeper. it was pitiful .. it was also .. everywhere. it was still pretty dim in the room so i yelled 'jarrod' 'jarrod' for him to get me a towel and help since i was holding her upright and it was just dripping off of my hands and her little self. [which this morning jarrod tells me 'i was having a really good dream [of which i don't know what this "good" dream entailed] and all i heard was you calling my name and i was just like 'noooooo!'] hah. geez. way to go wife. back to the story .. of course she is starving now .. so i give her about 30 minutes and feed her again. she was wide awake. needless to say she caught up on her sleep during the day .. i however did not.

i don't think i sat down but for a couple of hours all day long. one of those hours was to watch the new episode of 'true blood' and well .. i even stood while eating lunch. i think jarrod and i were both exhausted by the end of the day/night.

i'm hoping to hear about my car tomorrow. if i don't get it back by tuesday jarrod's mom is letting me drive her SUV to payton's eye exam and then to work on wednesday if we don't have it back by then. so nice of her.

we are running by kamm mckenzie tomorrow and hopefully make it by carolina conceptions. we probably wont leave hillsborough until 3:30pm and they close at 4pm if i remember correctly .. so i don't know if we will make it there in time. speaking of CC .. i got an e-mail from them today since i'm still on their mailing list and it made me smile. i miss them a lot. i enjoyed going there so much. we wont be going back there for a looong time .. well .. only to show off the babies to them ;)

i can already feel the anxiety of the week starting. one word can pretty much sum it up.

crazy.

it'll be a big adjustment going back to work part-time .. but i'm excited. i'm sure i'll be calling hannah on my way there boo-hoo'ing. jarrod told me not to call him hah .. loving. ;)

my hands are cracking so bad and bleeding because of washing my hands so much ''/ i'm sure i wash my hands at least 150 times a day. well .. give or take .. but i'm pretty sure it's close to that. they hurt ): i put lotion on them but not 5 minutes later i'm washing them again. okay .. after reading this paragraph it sounds like i'm really OCD .. and it's not that .. i'm just terrified of germs on the babies .. i think it stems from scrubbing in the ICN and sanitizing my hands after i touched anything there. and of course you aren't suppose to touch the babies without clean hands. i could've cared less about germs and whatnot beforehand hah. it's a good thing .. but it's starting to make me sound like i'm one olive short of a martini.